All my life I was dying to be loved.. I thought feeling loved and not being alone is the achievement and key to be happy!so I was living my life loving myself (of course) ,spending time with my friends and cousins ,enjoying every single moment and developing myself so that I can be a better person to be loved. I thought not wasting time in regrets and taking decisions on my own and feeling peace in my mind and heart is the happiness one can find. And …I still think that’s the way of living life ..coz I feel satisfied by the way I lived ..I felt good and I feel good right now.
But the only thing I was worried and scared about is loneliness. I realized I never wanted to be lonely.there is difference between being alone and being lonely!I can be alone by myself ,do my stuff ,live a happy life (coz I love myself) but I cannot and never wanted to be lonely ..my family my friends were the most important part for my life specially my friends because I spent more time with them rather then my family(its only because I love to hangout and travel :p)as I grew up I never changed mentally only developed with new and better ideas. I fell in love and made my love life a mess.. But still I was happy I was not lonely ,as time passes I started losing friends ,I realized there’s a huge difference between our opinions and moral values.I decided to be seperate from those thoughts. Coz if u don’t want to be crap then stay away from crap!! That’s what I learned.Positive energies must be ones first priority to live in peace.
My best friend got married this month and moving another city. It is hard but it is bearable pain ..all I learned in every stage you will face some difficulties or you can say challenges and its totally depends on you how you take challenges and still inspire urself in so many ways.
I choose to stay with who really matters for me.. My family ..my love of life who lives in another country ,my real friends .. But I don’t feel lonely ..I only feel alone sometimes which I love to spend on myself!
People should not feel lonely ,find new ways to be with their loved ones and be with them who really matters.
And Do what really matters! 🙂